And I know.

Why don’t you tell me it’s okay?

Why can’t you tell me I’m okay?

What makes me a fool?

Writing for you? Or expecting a response?

Where have all my apologies gone?

Why hasn’t your forgiveness reached my door?

Why are we quiet

When there’s blood on the floor??

If I’m bad, why won’t you tell me?

If I’m the best, why would you leave me?

If love exists, why don’t I love myself?

If what you say is true, I should stop

Trusting myself.

What do I do, there’s nothing but silence

And all my fears are let loose?

I know this is will reach you,

I know I won’t get you,

I know

I was,

I am,

I will be

That fool.

25 Comments Add yours

  1. Aishwarya says:

    You’re an amazing writer Bharath, more than a writer you express so well! I am not very active here, but I stalk and read many at once(guess I’ve told before), and not a single post of yours has bored me, it’s like a netflix series “one more episode” feel that I’d want to read as many as possible. I’ve read more posts apart from clicking the like because I didn’t want to spam your notifications lol. And idk how you manage to write something interesting every day or every alternative days, do you rest? Also, knowing I’m not active, I see you liking my occasional posts, thankyou for supporting it means alot! I really mean what I say, you’re absolutely an amazing writer!!!

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    1. Thank you so much for spending your time on reading what I write. You don’t have to like the posts, the fact that you read them is more than enough for me, I don’t write for likes. I write to express.
      You’re amazing yourself. πŸ™‚

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  2. majaalifee says:



  3. Nour R. says:

    Damn. Guess people who said you need to love yourself before loving someone else spoke truth. How are you doing??

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    1. Nuhr! Noor! Noire!
      It’s good to see you back.
      I’m great. How’re you?


      1. Nour R. says:

        Smh πŸ˜‚
        It’s good to be back. I missed reading deep thoughts.
        I’m great too. I mean, it’s kind of sad how I’m such a nerd that I don’t mind studying at all rn but let’s forget about that πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚


        1. Then go study. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
          Why syn?


          1. Nour R. says:

            I am but it’s the winter vacation I shouldn’t be doing this dammit πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
            What does that initialism mean??

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            1. I said study, not ask. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
              If only I spoke Arabic.


            2. Nour R. says:

              I’m so confused what does syn mean πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
              I mean, you’ve got a point. It’s an interesting language with good… expressive phrasesπŸ˜‚

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            3. Syh. But prediction ruined it.
              Shaking your head why?
              Yeah I know. I’d have expressed my sarcasm better.


            4. Nour R. says:

              I feel old πŸ˜‚ I just didnt understand it.
              English sucks when it comes to that. What about your other language? (What is it btw?)

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            5. My native language is Telugu.
              I speak Hindi and English.
              I bared passed French and spanish.
              So I’m a ruined linguistic person.


            6. Nour R. says:

              Interesting. I do want to learn Spanish and French. And the coding language too. :3

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            7. Coding language was elusive to me.
              I just couldn’t get it.


            8. Nour R. says:

              I’m trying it out. Maybe I’ll find my major, finally.

              Liked by 1 person

            9. Coding already? Wow.


            10. Nour R. says:

              Not yet πŸ˜‚ I just want to take courses.

              Liked by 1 person

            11. So you’re interested in computers. Cool.


            12. Nour R. says:

              I think so? πŸ˜‚

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            13. Ah! You think. Please think. πŸ˜‚


            14. Nour R. says:

              πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Will do!

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  4. Sid says:


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