The inkling in my hand
Seeks refuge,
Urging me to jot it down,
A revolt rages within.
My soul tries to breaks the walls of the dungeon,
It craves to be let out;
The pen is a prison,
Paper is the land far away.
Letting go would mean pain,
There is no liberty without a price;
Writing is evil,
Something that I need to survive.
It kills me slowly.
Everything I write takes a part of me while another bleeds and cries in agony. Blunt words dig in slow and deep, distant voices are suppressed, they weep. I am the darkness in broad daylight; Can you touch my soul now? Am I alive?
Writing is suicide.
In collaboration with Shivangi.
Never heard of a suicide conversation. Notes, notes and more notes. Words are so cruel because they’re so real and permanent.
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Words are permanent only when they’re remembered.
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Not really. We all say similar things to eachother. A statement made in the 1800’s is rephrased in the 21st century in a different way. Words get reborn as well.
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At least words have rebirths.
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That’s a brilliant collaboration!!!✨🤩
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Thanks 🙂
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“Everything I write takes a part of me while other bleeds and cries in agony.”
You know, some of your lines just keep ringing in my head and the above is gonna be one of them.
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Thanks Chetna. You’re getting darker. 😅
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Sangati ka asar!😁
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🙏🏻🙏🏻
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Awesome and deep!!
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Thanks 😊
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pinne means then..”ah pinne?”
focus on aswathy chechi’s class😁
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Yeah that’s sarcasm 😏
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being a mallu ever since my birth, i didnt know that we use it for sarcasm!
mm.. these days words have totally different meaning!
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Yeah they do use it for sarcasm. Learn your langauge.
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did aswathy chechi teach you this?
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Yeah
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wake up you are alive! you haven’t died yet.. that i am sure of! 😅
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Ah pinne? 😂
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Omg, Bharaaaaath! Beautiful collaboration. How have you been?
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Been good. How’re you!? You disappeared. Have I said something that hurt you?
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Writing is suicide?? How??🥺
Tell me now!
Wonderful collab both of you ✨
And the lines…
The pen is a prison,
Paper is the land far away.
I’m reading it again n again…
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Thanks Anushka. Writing is suicide when it kills a part of you every time you write something.
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🤩
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😄
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Writing is suicide, wow!
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Thanks 😊
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🙂🙂
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Wow very much worth reading!
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Thanks Manisha
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Great collaboration! Loved the lines “pen is a prison , paper a land far way”!
Second part is you?🤔
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Yeah second one is mine 😂😂
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Why are you laughing?🤔
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Because I can 😎
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Why didn’t you not correct the typo, Bharath?
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Where is the typo, Nawazish??
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In my comment…you let the prison be person🥺🥺
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I did
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You did it right now!🤷♀️
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But I did 🤷🏻♂️
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Thank you so much, Bharath!🙏
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Thank you for thanking me, Nawazish.
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🙏🙏😝😝
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Why dint you correct mine 😄 it’s “I” not “k” I see you in second half
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Hahaa you know I’m lazy 😂😂
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☺️
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👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼awesome collab. K see you in the second half?
Loved the first few lines, very different. Pen is a prison, wow I never thought of it that way before 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
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Before I could comment about it, you corrected the link to the blog? ☺️🙌
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Yeah I corrected it
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Thanks ma’am. 🙂
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Good morning, Bharath.. how are you?
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Morning ma’am. I’m good, just returned from a trek. How’s your morning?
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Oh wow cool. 😎I’m still debating if I should continue sleeping for some more time or get up ☺️
just felt you were silent than usual, so messaged you again 👍
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Thanks for checking up on me. Can you afford some more sleep??
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Thanks ledhu! ( not correct right?) I’m forgetting ☺️
No way! Late already..just need to cater to one customer order today though!
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What’s thanks ledhu 🤣🤣🤣
Customer order? Business back on track??
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No need of thanks! I’m forgetting telugu words .. Thanks venda is Tamil I think ☺️
No yaar.. no where close! I have to put more from my pocket for this order. But doing it since they are with us from long
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Say parledhu (it’s okay). Yeah but it means the business is up and running.
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Yaa!! 🙌
This one or two tiny orders are there. Not worth catering them. Logistics is costlier. Donno what we will do!
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Hang in there! Nothing you haven’t seen before.
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The past haunts! Started putting my feet in another place. Trading futures and options. Total novice. Less money at risk. Wanna learn.
Forget me, what’s up with you? Why do I sense some silence?
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You have a lot to tell and I’m all ears. Days have been hectic and life has gotten monotonous. I don’t feel good.
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I am a known chatter box and literally “chat”ter box. I communicate better in writing n chats than in person I feel.. nothing much here Bharath.. registered for a few online sessions on futures and options trading. That’s new here. That’s it
I feel what you say! As you might know now, have been there many times! Hectic and monotonous is really not a good feeling. I won’t say ‘hang in there’ but rather “try stepping out”👍
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I am a blabbermouth and I can give you company. 😂 you’re always doing something new and I’m jealous.
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That’s a full wrong impression that you have .. worked for about 6 years then did nothing but raise babies! 😂
Opened a cake franchise, sort of lost in it! Good Distribution business, almost losing it.. and you are jealous 😄
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I’m jealous of you having being able to start and stop and start again. I’m stagnant.
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I was stagnant for long long time! 6 years in job and 6 years later. I felt rusted! Starting of business too, if not for hubby’s support I don’t know if I would get the courage then (i would stick to my past of my dad losing in his business and never venture)
But something will push you for sure! Pain or gain! Or jealousy 😄Just need to keep looking..
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I’m glad he has your back. 🙂
I don’t know what’ll happen of me
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Inertia!! You continue to remain in state of rest or constant motion unless compelled by an external force. That is all it is!
The external force could be anything. Need to tune ourself. That’s it. For me this is tough. I have all theory. But I hit the rock bottom in emotions very easily. And I get stressed! These last months very really stressful. I struggled.
I hope things improve for you and you find that change you need. 🙌
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Maybe true but I don’t know what to do either. I don’t have the will to act. How are you now?
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Yess I get that!! I too donno what to do now.
No will to act, because the rut we are in, is not very uncomfortable yet. It’s dirty, filthy but bearable. Question is how long can we stay so. Days pass, months pass. And for me.. almost a year will pass!
I’m still not at peace with myself.. got to see if I find something soon
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That’s Exactly how I feel.
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I understand Bharath! Let’s hope we cross path with something good that suits us, soon. 🙌🙌
smile now .. 😊
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Hahaha 🙂
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Now this made me smile ☺️
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I don’t believe it
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Try to .. good place to start with believing in self n others 😛
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Haha so you’re asking me to find myself in others.
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Hell no! But to – believe – first in yourself (your worth n capacity) and in others.
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You have this weird theory😂
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😂yessss
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Food’ not ‘good’ .. it’s becoming a typo day
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It’s fine. I have those days.
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