Fair share

I’ve been up, I’ve been down; the seesaw and the merry go round. I’ve been in, I’ve been out; I gazed at the lights and screamed out loud. “Let go” they said, “feel the rush”. Oh I know and I don’t care; life is a vanity fair. I see people, they sing and dance; I…

I am.

I was in heaven, And dreamt of sins; I was in hell, And yearned for heaven; What I was wasn’t the question, What I have become wasn’t an answer. Tonight I kneel, Begging for forgiveness, Praying to myself.