The great grief floods my insides; I drown, suffocate, lose my breath and now I know; I’m alive.


I held my breath as I walked to you; O Girl, you take my breath away! I held it back to save myself, to live; For I can die But cannot live your way.


I wanna bathe in your sweat I want friction between our flesh Let me breathe in your breath, Get you dry, get you wet.

Back to life.

The suppressed voice didn’t dare lash out. The world was getting blurrier, adding to it, the double vision. Is the sky falling down? Why does it feel like the ground is about to cave in? There are people staring but nobody seemed to care. I couldn’t feel my arms anymore; my legs gave up on…