It comes and goes.

I just don’t understand how the world works at all. I was jobless but happy then I was working and miserable. It’s only after I got out of college that I was interested in learning. I am surrounded yet I’m alone, they sat with me, ate with me and lived with me but not once…

The grave

I wander in the graveyard Where your memories are buried Howling your name, The ghouls scurried In those voices, hid mine I approach an emtpy grave Awaiting my time Fill it up, before I die 'cuz you have me suffocating Like I'm buried alive