Mornings.

I looked at your picture this morning and said to myself: "If only she loved me like she loved herself" What an irony.

Pathetic.

That sad moment when you know That You helped her find herself At the cost of losing yourself.

An old draft.

Whatever we said to each other and everything that meant the world to us; the silence, stolen kisses, moments up against the wall, sharing food, staring at stars that fall, words said, promises made, the home we dreamt of, the world we wanted to tour; They don't mean shit now. Remember when you said you'd…

Will you?

Would you write to me, love When we're far apart? Would your love still be love Even in times of war? Would you walk with me, Smiling, from scar to scar? Does your pen still bleed? What does your paper need? To tell my story, to show us fall Remember those times, Wall to wall?…

.

I love the way you turn My silence into words; I love it more when My tears find their worth. The words now have A meaning, The shallow heart started To love this feeling; The smiles seem to have Found their reason, The bird of my soul Sings regardless of season. Oh, How you make…

About love.

"But you two are perfect!!" "Maybe that's why we drifted apart. We were so perfect, we didn't need each other; two halves make a full. Two fulls are two different entities. Perfection never works. Even if it does, it doesn't last. We're human, meant to be imperfect. We find refuge in someone else and so…

Love!

What is love?? Everyone has their own definition of it depending on their experiences. You know you really love someone when they do everything you don't want them to but you still hold on anyway because they give a part of your life some meaning. Chemicals are powerful. Dopamine, Seratonin and Oxytocin? Oh my! Look…

Parasite

From the loneliness I flee; An aimless refugee When my mind bleeds Your thoughts with greed All the demons inside Are freed Feeding on my sanity, Do you see? A paranoid clarity Takes over me Night has lost its brevity Emotions shed their gravity Creatures claim victory What's left is an effigy Look deeper, my…

This !

When apologies go in vain And you're in love with pain I want you to look at me, Tell me you'll be back again Countless nights died in silence Waiting for your voice Cruel were the mornings Laughing at our goodbyes With all the ways closed Your intentions, still unclear I hope you don't regret…

Escape

Ah! The sweat, oozing Out of the pores of our skin; Oh, how I love the way you look During the time of that sin. Your skin soft and tender Take me in, I surrender. Don't let me go, Hold me tight, Press me hard, don't let me see the light In your eyes, I…

Just morning thoughts.

Nothing's going good. It's been six months since I've completed my master's degree and I'm still jobless. I admit I haven't been much serious about my search but now that this year's coming to an end, the pressure is building up. Relatives who never gave a crap when I was in college started asking what…

Vent

I've never been this confused my entire life. There was a time when I was absolutely peaceful in chaos even when people took advantage of me, manipulated me, gossipped about, insulted and even humiliated me. It took time for me to recover, let it all go. I did my share of mistakes, apologized for a…