I am.

I was in heaven, And dreamt of sins; I was in hell, And yearned for heaven; What I was wasn't the question, What I have become wasn't an answer. Tonight I kneel, Begging for forgiveness, Praying to myself.

Guilty.

Forgiveness is a virtue. To be forgiven is a curse. Those who forgive are divine The ones forgiven are damned. You can never outrun your guilt.