Voids.

I thought I had wings and dreamt of flight, only to realise they were hands. Could barely crawl, yet life had me running after people and things. Everything was quiet and it was too late before I found my voice. I searched for myself through the eyes of people and ways of the world; now…

I…

By the campfire, I sit Alone and sulking; I know Nobody can hear me, I see Through my eyes, tearing; I laugh At myself for believing; I curse The stars, the planets and you; I shiver Clutching onto my knees; I hear The cold winds talking to me; I am Alone and longing; I will…

Warped dream.

The skies are yellow The moon is pink I screamed out “hello” The stars just winked All their raised mouths Could hardly raise my brows I see this world Through holes in the walls. I run to places unknown, Wandering into destinations, unseen; These holes of my portals, Warp into dimensions. But the walls are…

Pawn

Dear love, Thank you for using me.

Wounds.

Falling stars, ungranted wishes Empty words, broken promises All that love unrequited No guilt that’s confessed Scars hidden in plain sight Blood camouflaged Tears in the eyes Living our lives Dead inside

In the end

The jar is full of pills I take one a day So it slowly kills I slit my wrist tonight There’s no death In the blood that spills So I run, my friend Follow the bleeding trail Find me, Find me in the end

There she descends From the skies Defying all the angels The hell shall rise You’re the chosen one Oh don’t you dare smile Nothing is deadlier Than a woman With changed intentions Winds change directions Skies bleed emotions All your hopes Are now victims to erosion Don’t you look at the skies, There ain’t no…

Guilty.

Forgiveness is a virtue. To be forgiven is a curse. Those who forgive are divine The ones forgiven are damned. You can never outrun your guilt.