The usual farmer’s market; people going around, buying vegetables, bargaining and chattering their mouths out. I see men staring at women, I see women exchanging glances. The sky was pale, clouds were scattered and feeble and the sun was about to set. I walked further past children crying for toys, parents covered their eyes, vendors…
A moment.
It’d have been forever, y’know..... This moment. If only you’d let me.
State of things.
I don’t care. I won’t bother to venture into the idea of why things came into existence. But I do care about what they’ve become. And I’m aggravated.
Crayons.
Broken crayons still colour. What about the burning ones? Are they still crayons? They’re melting away, lady. Fuck the shade, They’re out of shape.
Trivial shit.
*Me looking at my crush* Heart: go tell her! Tell her in this flora of life, you're a passionate bee, she's the brightest flower and hers is the sweetest nectar. Mind: don't listen to him. What're you trying to do? Fucking pollinate?? Heart: okay! Fine! Tell her your love for her is like the UV…
Brokenness.
There's no beauty in brokenness. Ever seen a broken glass Put together again? Ever seen a broken heart Love somebody the same? Change is inevitable, darling; Nothing stays like it was before; Whatever does is an illness, needing a cure.
Reflection
I'm a broken glass, baby Look through cracks, Not glitter.
Heart.
A light leaks Through the cracks Of my broken heart There's blood spilled On the ground I got no scars I see a trail left behind Haven't come far
Wounds.
Falling stars, ungranted wishes Empty words, broken promises All that love unrequited No guilt that's confessed Scars hidden in plain sight Blood camouflaged Tears in the eyes Living our lives Dead inside
I’m okay.
I need no rainbow, but the colors You don't have to follow, got my shadow Need no life, darling, Mine's just fine Got a stone cold heart And tears to swallow
High.
I'm drunk on your love. When I cry for you, My tears taste like whiskey.
Walk with me?
To lands far away, I walk To heal my heart, I walk To make you smile I break my heart I move away I walk
I see.
I see A voice behind your voice Words beneath your words Waiting to be heard Wanting to be freed
The cold closure.
There's a knife through my back Reaching my bleeding heart Leaving behind a crimson trail There's a sword through my mind Creeping up on my weeping soul Where your sweet laughter hails The scar on my arm Singing our story To the vagabond, numb and frail There's a tear on your cheek Watching the world…
Just see
There's this trap, you see When you fall, Can't snap out of it, All those comforting words Do nothing but mislead Why do you look elsewhere When I wait for you right here? Why are you blown away By someone who was never there? When the sweetness wears off, my dear I'm scared you'll be…
Without you🐛
Without you My love, words Are mere scars on paper
Reason
Ever wondered why I came back to you Everytime? To take back what's mine Not love, not hope Not you, not us Not doubt, not remorse It lives in all the scars In my eyes, behind your smile When we're up all night Feel it come again? Embrace it, love, the pain Might leave a…
Depth.
She had Heavenly eyes And An abyss inside
A place
There's this place I know Beyond feelings and emotions Between tears and smiles Sealed inside the heart Sprawling into the mind That's where I hide, My friend, In my words that keep me alive Long after I die
If All it takes is a word To break us apart I'd rather be mute And have a place in your heart
You knew I loved you When you realized That a smile on your lips Caused a flood in my eyes And I knew you didn't When those tears Hardened my heart
:/
If you love me Make me fight for it Not beg
Sleep
"Wake me up" I said "From this sleep, with your love" "Close your eyes" She said Caressing my hair In our bed "Sleep now, dear and wait for me" Little did I know That I'd sleep For eternity
Her love Was like the mystical waters The shallower they got The deeper I sank
Creep
I'm a creep Take your happiness away, Make you weep I am fire Burn your dreams Scar you deep I'm a wolf Hiding in plain sight Hunt the sheep Lie to your heart, baby Come to me Chained by my promises, You'll believe that you're free Look into my eyes Stare into my soul Tell…
Yesterday was a nightmare Tomorrow's a dream Today, I'm alone, Nobody to hear me scream When you broke what we shared, I suffered, unprepared Tears from your eyes wet mine My heart still aches Of your goodbye Set ablaze by your blames, Burning with guilt In those flames, I wait for your answers You wait…
Little things.
Her: You know, everytime we argued, we got closer to each other. It's how we show we care. Also her: I don't wanna argue anymore so I'm leaving because I care. I'm sorry for what I did. Moral?? What brings two people closer is also what tears them apart. How sorry are you when you're…
Apology.
Let me leave your hand So I can catch myself Let me leave your side Time to be one with oneself There was a time, I wasn't this man Lost in the world, seeking validation Longing to be vulnerable Chasing clouds, seldom stable Skies changed their colour One person after another Still the same, running…
Open up!
Naked and shivering, I stand at your door Knocking and calling I drop to the floor Look at the snow, Lady, Please know It's cold outside Hear my heart cry And lead me to the fire Chills go up and down my spine Legs go numb, mind goes wild Lady, please know It's cold outside…
Status.
How're you? They ask. I'm okay. I answer Little do they know, I'm broken beyond repair and fixed beyond recognition.
