Finding a way back.

The usual farmer’s market; people going around, buying vegetables, bargaining and chattering their mouths out. I see men staring at women, I see women exchanging glances. The sky was pale, clouds were scattered and feeble and the sun was about to set. I walked further past children crying for toys, parents covered their eyes, vendors…

Trivial shit.

*Me looking at my crush* Heart: go tell her! Tell her in this flora of life, you're a passionate bee, she's the brightest flower and hers is the sweetest nectar. Mind: don't listen to him. What're you trying to do? Fucking pollinate?? Heart: okay! Fine! Tell her your love for her is like the UV…

The cold closure.

There's a knife through my back Reaching my bleeding heart Leaving behind a crimson trail There's a sword through my mind Creeping up on my weeping soul Where your sweet laughter hails The scar on my arm Singing our story To the vagabond, numb and frail There's a tear on your cheek Watching the world…

Just see

There's this trap, you see When you fall, Can't snap out of it, All those comforting words Do nothing but mislead Why do you look elsewhere When I wait for you right here? Why are you blown away By someone who was never there? When the sweetness wears off, my dear I'm scared you'll be…

Reason

Ever wondered why I came back to you Everytime? To take back what's mine Not love, not hope Not you, not us Not doubt, not remorse It lives in all the scars In my eyes, behind your smile When we're up all night Feel it come again? Embrace it, love, the pain Might leave a…

Creep

I'm a creep Take your happiness away, Make you weep I am fire Burn your dreams Scar you deep I'm a wolf Hiding in plain sight Hunt the sheep Lie to your heart, baby Come to me Chained by my promises, You'll believe that you're free Look into my eyes Stare into my soul Tell…

Yesterday was a nightmare Tomorrow's a dream Today, I'm alone, Nobody to hear me scream When you broke what we shared, I suffered, unprepared Tears from your eyes wet mine My heart still aches Of your goodbye Set ablaze by your blames, Burning with guilt In those flames, I wait for your answers You wait…

Little things.

Her: You know, everytime we argued, we got closer to each other. It's how we show we care. Also her: I don't wanna argue anymore so I'm leaving because I care. I'm sorry for what I did. Moral?? What brings two people closer is also what tears them apart. How sorry are you when you're…

Apology.

Let me leave your hand So I can catch myself Let me leave your side Time to be one with oneself There was a time, I wasn't this man Lost in the world, seeking validation Longing to be vulnerable Chasing clouds, seldom stable Skies changed their colour One person after another Still the same, running…

Open up!

Naked and shivering, I stand at your door Knocking and calling I drop to the floor Look at the snow, Lady, Please know It's cold outside Hear my heart cry And lead me to the fire Chills go up and down my spine Legs go numb, mind goes wild Lady, please know It's cold outside…