If you're afraid of going to hell You don't deserve to die; If you're longing for heaven, You don't deserve to live.

I am.

I was in heaven, And dreamt of sins; I was in hell, And yearned for heaven; What I was wasn't the question, What I have become wasn't an answer. Tonight I kneel, Begging for forgiveness, Praying to myself.

At the bottom of every bottle In the smoke exhaled Amongst the women I've been with And in drops of water, Everytime I bathed Out of the closed doors, Inside the world I roamed Behind every tear I wasted And emotions that had me drowned Every second I breathe, Every step I took I searched…

Sailing

When the waves flow Into the dark And the night hides Behind the stars I set sail Towards horizon Following the map With location marked Along came a cyclone Ripping off the mast I hear the skies roar Like it's the God's wrath "It's not easy, son To find your destiny Neither is it far…