It’s a joke.

The world is an arena.; society is a circus. Your time is money, your interest, an investment. Please be seated according the social classes mentioned on your tickets and buckle up. I'm gonna tell you a joke, it's called life. Who am I? I'm the fucking comedian.

Random Thoughts.

Can I just walk away and not come back? In a world where there's no right or wrong, from a place where people laugh, singing a sad, sad song, where I'm unaware of myself but conscious of others; may I not ask, just leave? Don't you think it's too much to ask? To not look…

Just see

There's this trap, you see When you fall, Can't snap out of it, All those comforting words Do nothing but mislead Why do you look elsewhere When I wait for you right here? Why are you blown away By someone who was never there? When the sweetness wears off, my dear I'm scared you'll be…

I imagined you to be someone You were not I convinced myself to love you Everytime you didn't I faked a smile Everytime I cried I faked my tears That always made you smile One thing was for sure I was your monster And you were mine We loved our masks And boy, did we…

Oh my!

He stood in the end Of the lane, at the bend A group of four "I don't see them" I'd pretend Please don't say my name Don't yell at me I'm ashamed Why me? Is it only 'cuz I'm weak? It's been more than I can take this week Everytime you pass by A part…

People.

You search for butterflies Yet live a life of misery and lies You play a game, Everytime you change the name You want to be remembered But all you do is ignore You want what you want But never care for someone who wants you Nothing is never enough When you don't know What you…

Little things.

Her: You know, everytime we argued, we got closer to each other. It's how we show we care. Also her: I don't wanna argue anymore so I'm leaving because I care. I'm sorry for what I did. Moral?? What brings two people closer is also what tears them apart. How sorry are you when you're…

Yourself

An aimless soul A melancholic ghoul A game played foul Beware of the howl Always on the prowl When there's darkness around, Don't make a sound Hiding underground, Nowhere to be found Too scary to be true Darker than shadows, Morbid and cruel Wandering without a clue In your mind, It flew, About time you…

A state of mind

There was a time I flew above this illusion Masquerading as a man of all seasons Replacing my face With every mask that I could change The further I went, the better I could see Alas Every face I wore, killed a part of me Bodies of lies, A soul that cries Take over the…

Hiding

Silence takes over Words run for cover Battling each other, words lose their power Stretched my hands, reaching out for something intangible Held on to something, not physical Beyond all those masquerades, Behind every mask they wear, Lie all the words I need Stuck in this place, Waiting to be freed I hide in disgrace…

Lies.

The eyeballs moved left or right when he answered but never never looked straight into my eyes. He was constantly fiddling with something as he spoke and swore often that he's telling the truth. He fumbled at repetitive questions and covering up caused awkward silence. Finally, I knew that I couldn't get any truth out…