I know. 🐛

What I lost when you left, Was never found again. Whatever Came later, was nothing but pain. I never believed, for you I prayed; I hear echoes of whatever you said. Now, the abyss is what I crave; I dread being safe and sane. I know we’re not the same; I know who takes the…

Love/Misery

Woman after woman barged in and walked away; They had taught me one thing; that love is fleeting, conditional and devious. I thought I was seeking happiness and fulfilment but now I know, it was suffering that lured me, something that stayed in the shadows, always covered by sugarcoated lies called joy and completeness. It’s…

Confessions.

I know now, what I am; what I can be. I’ve embraced the asshole within me, come to terms with him and know this, my love, that I love you. When I’m with you, I feel no pain; when I’m with you, it feels like life isn’t vain. I forget my suffering when I tend…

Pain.

I won't tell you it's gonna be okay; I can't ask you to move on. All I can do is sit here, right here and share silence. What you have is what can't be shared; the pain. I'll let you suffer and that's all I've got to offer.

Where are you?

You have a name, I dare not write You have a story, life, an endless night We have memories, can't help but recall Ours is an ending I remember, Everytime I fall Like stones on a mountain, your dreams are scattered The wind blows past my ears, like all our unholy vows uttered My hands…

Where?

Where's the pie, child? Tell me, don't hide your fingers C'mon, look me in the eye! What's that around your mouth? Something sweet, Is that cream? What's with that slouch? Ye shall be punished For your lies, now follow me I'll show you where more lies Tell me, child, Where's the pie?

Wrong time

Something written In the wrong time Read it, brethren, It has no rhyme The song of silly crimes Written as the bell chimed A mouse ran from the inside Of the house, escaping the cat's glide The mad dog howling Since the middle of the night A shadow crept in, Avoiding the light It stayed…

The cold closure.

There's a knife through my back Reaching my bleeding heart Leaving behind a crimson trail There's a sword through my mind Creeping up on my weeping soul Where your sweet laughter hails The scar on my arm Singing our story To the vagabond, numb and frail There's a tear on your cheek Watching the world…

Barren was this land, Eroded soil and forgotten emotions A life lived in vain The sky forever cloudless That's when you came, Along with rain And everything changed The soil is fertile And now I can feel pain

There she descends From the skies Defying all the angels The hell shall rise You're the chosen one Oh don't you dare smile Nothing is deadlier Than a woman With changed intentions Winds change directions Skies bleed emotions All your hopes Are now victims to erosion Don't you look at the skies, There ain't no…

Reason

Ever wondered why I came back to you Everytime? To take back what's mine Not love, not hope Not you, not us Not doubt, not remorse It lives in all the scars In my eyes, behind your smile When we're up all night Feel it come again? Embrace it, love, the pain Might leave a…