Escape

In the corners of my mind, along the borders undefined hide the thoughts as my consciousness slowly dies. Whatever cries inside, whatever lives despite, when nothing goes right, wait for tonight and I try; try to run out of sight.

I’ve learned That there’s serenity in places what lead to nowhere; in questions that have no answers and answers that demand no questions. Don’t mistake it for ignorance, you, it is not. For I am free; free to make my own path, to seek answers and live to be a story.

Ideal inspiration blogger award.

Inspiration eh? When Nuhr, I mean, Noor; sorry! Nuor. Argh! Nour! Yeah Nour nominated me for their award, it felt like a joke. Tell me this is a joke! Inspiration my ass. It’s something I can never be. But thank you for this! Nobody cares what the rules are so I’ll cut straight to the…

Stay with me.

Would you be my compatriot? We shall sing, we shall dance, we shall talk; turn our faces in disquiet. There’s music, there are drinks, there are people we shall meet; there are sorrows, there is pain, tiny moments of joy taking our breath away. I can wipe your tears, you can dry my eyes; we’ll…

Hope.

The morning sky hides behind the night; a never ending wait For the knight in golden armour, hoping to be saved again; The flowers live on, oblivious to their unpredictable fate. The lands, so barren, await the long lost rain. Birds search for grain, predators yearn for prey; Answers abandon questions, The hopeless kneel and…

I am.

I was in heaven, And dreamt of sins; I was in hell, And yearned for heaven; What I was wasn’t the question, What I have become wasn’t an answer. Tonight I kneel, Begging for forgiveness, Praying to myself.

Liebster Award.

Hi Lobster, uh, Liebster. Long time no see. Let’s take a moment to thank Prakriti for nominating me, been quite a while and two seconds of silence of whoever is reading. Let’s do this! Eleven facts about myself: I speak three languages like every other person in India does. I took French classes and barely…

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On this path, I walk With my head down Avoiding looks and talks Hiding the frown A thousand questions haunt The road I’ve taken For answers, I hunt Unsure and broken The voice That once calmed My demons Is now gone A part of me, that went Searching for you Was lost and never found…